I woke up this morning only to find myself more irritated than when I went to sleep last night. A lot has happened and I don’t know how to deal, I know that Tay is going through a lot of changes in her life but it’s like she there but not there and I really do miss my gurl. I have tried to be understanding but it's not working for me and the only reason why I am writing so openly is because I know that she won’t see it for a while and by then I would have found the right words to express my feelings.
She has just been making changes around her and haven’t said shit to me until after the fact, I mean I know I’m not her wife and all but fa real I don’t want her to tell me for approval but just to make me feel included, or something. I found out that her best friend was moving in with her but guess how I found out by overhearing them talking about it not her telling me. And then you have the moving down south issue and the new addition and maybe I would have minded if she asked me but its kinda like she just told me hey my best friend wants to move down south with us. Why couldn't we have sat down and talked about rather then her just telling off the top of her head while downstairs drinking.
Shit I don’t know like my subject says I’m just irritated.