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Apr. 5th, 2005 @ 06:03 pm


WE'RE BAAAAACK!! Nov. 8th, 2004 @ 12:10 pm
SO...me and my girlfriend broke up, or should it be my girlfriend and I? Which ever way you spin it, we broke up. *sigh* Work sucks. I hate school. What happened to the goof ol' preppy girl that use to be on here? Wasn't she nice?


Go to hell. *mumbles* bitch,shit,motherfucker,shit,shit! Oops...that was my terets coming out. I'm so dumb I can't even spell it right. lol.

Yep...dumb...can't even spell out "laugh out loud"...it's gotta be "LOL!"

And I say again...go to hell. So what am I going to do now that I'm single? Or better yet, who am I gonna do? God I sound like a hoe. But I'm a refined hoe.


Oh yeah baby, you're my pimp master bitch. Where's the whip??

...Well then...and to think we both have our tongues pierced...OH THE POSSIBILITIES!!

I think I'm feeling kinda random. Umm...*thinks of random thoughts*...wait, well if I think about it, wouldn't it be random? Shouldn't something random just blurt right now? Guess I'm not that random...damn! God I'm an over-achiever. THAT WAS RANDOM THAT WAS RANDOM!

...And yet, somewhere deep down inside...I think you thought that up.

Umm...shut up, leave me alone. You're hurting my brain. We gotta go now...BYE!

...For once it will be a short one...bye!

*dun dun dun*
Current Mood: dorkydorky
Current Music: lalalala people singing in my head

Jul. 30th, 2004 @ 05:51 pm
Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...breath taking
Your hugs are...to die for
Your eyes...burn into my heart
Your touch is...awakening my heart
Your smell is...exotic
Your smile is...entrancing
Your love is...one of a kind
Quiz created with MemeGen!

Okay so here I' am... is anyone listening??? Shit I wouldn't shocked if no one saw this, I mean being that I never update I wouldn't be shocked if some1 kicked me off of their buddy list. I have found that the only time I have to write is when I’m writing about my mellow-dramas and so I have decided to try and change that and just write. So here I go, have you ever just felt nude like you were being exposed yea that’s how I feel but the only difference between this time and all the other times I have felt this way is now I don’t mind it, it like I have nothing to be ashamed of, I have nothing to hide. It feels like I have matured and changed, shit by this time next year I’ll be moving off to go to some big culinary school. I look at everything I have been through and I sit back and wonder how the hell I got through all I have gotten through these last past 3 years. Now when I say I have gotten through this don't think I’ve been through shit but I some how came out smelling like roses. I have lost some friends, family and hell at one point my sanity and those lost have left marks on me, which I call my battle wounds and like a solider from war I wear them with pride for I know that they represent wars the I have fought and won. These wounds, which cannot be seen, has helped mold me into the person i'am today. At one time in my life a friend asked me about regrets and I told her I had none I told her that I have nothing to feel sorry about because when ever I acted out I was doing it from the heart and I felt right at the time when doing it so it must have been right. God I was stupid now that I look back and I realize I have lost a lot because of that attitude because I was too stupid and pig headed to realize that I was fucking up relationships that met everything to me and although I have begun to repair some of them there are others that well...will be fucked for good and that’s something that I will have to deal with. But there is one person I would like to apologize to and that is KENTON I’m sorry for all I have done and put you through you were there when no one else was, when you looked at me you saw me for me and above all you understood me and for that I thank you for showing me unconditional love, and friendship I will never forget every thing you have taught me about being a good person, and I wish noting but the best for you.

Damn you see what happens when you just start writing, shit I didn’t expect that oh well.

Luv Always Shelly

PS. For everyone who stuck with me through out these last past few years thank you.
Current Mood: contentcontent
Current Music: none

Mar. 8th, 2004 @ 07:30 am
Your True Nature by llScorpiusll
The quality that most appeals to you:Empathy
In a survival situation, you:Fight, and enjoy it
Your hidden talent is:Resourcefulness
Your gift is:Cunning
In groups, you:Work for a common goal
Your best quality is:Your industriousness
Your weakness is:Your jealous nature
Created with quill18's MemeGen 3.0!

BLAH Mar. 4th, 2004 @ 06:24 am
Have you ever just felt like shit just because? well thats how i feel and i think that my many mood swings is starting to get to my gurl. errrrrrrr i have to go to class talk later
Current Mood: bitchybitchy
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I woke up this morning only to find myself more irritated than when I went to sleep last night. A lot has happened and I don’t know how to deal, I know that Tay is going through a lot of changes in her life but it’s like she there but not there and I really do miss my gurl. I have tried to be understanding but it's not working for me and the only reason why I am writing so openly is because I know that she won’t see it for a while and by then I would have found the right words to express my feelings.

She has just been making changes around her and haven’t said shit to me until after the fact, I mean I know I’m not her wife and all but fa real I don’t want her to tell me for approval but just to make me feel included, or something. I found out that her best friend was moving in with her but guess how I found out by overhearing them talking about it not her telling me. And then you have the moving down south issue and the new addition and maybe I would have minded if she asked me but its kinda like she just told me hey my best friend wants to move down south with us. Why couldn't we have sat down and talked about rather then her just telling off the top of her head while downstairs drinking.

Shit I don’t know like my subject says I’m just irritated.
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Okay so my baby’s mother passed away yesterday {CHER I NEED TO TALK TO YOU} but she doing a lot better than I ever thought. I will see her later on today yesterday of better yet last night I was getting really really bad vibes about Tay so bad that I went to see her but when I got there she was gone come to find out she left and went to the city. So I haven’t spoken to her but the feeling has died down since last night so I’m not as bad. After all of this I have decided to follow the way I’m vibing for that day instead of ignoring it like I used to. For now on anything that I’m vibing about I’m going to write down any way I have to go but I love you much....

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Marriage is love.

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